Man to Man
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Being a Man
Circa 1985
The greatest tragedy that mankind was given to understand or believe was that you have to
fin d God. You can never, everfind God. You are God—part of God. And the whole God is with you, behindyou and within you.
Realize the Reality of Being a Man
Realizing Success
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As a man, you have to learn this mostfundamentalfact: you have to carryyourself
Today 1sit among you as a man and I understand that if I share with you something that can in my eyes make you a man, I shall carry the day. Otherwise, neither my tomorrow nor yours will be good. What we are heading toward is a very unpeaceful, untranquil and dramatic situation. I am not against therapy, but life cannot become therapy. I don't believe that my life should be based on any therapy, no matter what I have paid for it. When therapy is needed I am willing to go for it If medicine is needed I am willing to go for it. But to admit to myself that I am sick forever, I am a basket case forever, I need therapy forever, or to go through therapy just as a social thing, to let people know that I have somebody to talk to. I am willing to admit that I am not perfect, but I am not willing to admit that I am sick for all time, for all purposes, yet some of you are willingly declaring this. You are trying to tell everybody in the world that it is all right to be sick for a while but you are declaring to the world that it's all right to be sick all the time. That is not acceptable.
I am willing to agree that you didn't get parental care. I am willing to agree you didn't get parental security, I am willing to agree your wife is bitchy, I am willing to agree your neighbors are no good. I am willing to agree to anything you want me to agree to; but I am not willing to agree that all these pressures are responsible for you not being you—that I am not willing to agree to. So we are going to have a battle today, because I cannot accept that God didn't make you in His own image. And I do not want to accept that God could make you better than you are. .I am convinced that each one of you is best in your own right. If we got messed up or goofed up, that can be handled. But the classic question here is a simple confrontation between you and you, as a Self, which you are very scared
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The main problem we face in life is " I don't want to confront |
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myself. I don't want to know myself. I want somebody |
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to tell me what is wrong with me, and somebody to tell |
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me what the solution is, and even then I don't want to |
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do it, and then there has to be parapsychology, there has |
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to be psychology, there has to be psychiatry, there has to |
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whatever you are gracefully. As a man, you have to learn this most fundamental fact; you have to carry yourself.
You are a man, all right? Whether you have a long sexual organ or a small sexual organ, whether you are phobic or you are a maniac, whether your muscles are good or not, whether you ejaculate fast or not, vvhether you are dumb or silly, or whether you know your own self-condemnation or not, I am not looking into it. What I am trying to explain to you is that these things are not things at all. For every man, what I am going to share with you is how to understand that you are a man. You cannot become female. You may try, I mean to say, medically, it is possible. I am not saying it is not possible, I am not challenging the theory. I mean to say, you want to be a female, it is fine; you want to be a male, it is fine. You want to condemn yourself or you don't want to condemn yourself, that's fine, too. But God, don't you understand one thing? Now you’ve got it—that pound of meat hanging between your legs-what you do with it is your problem, not mine.
But that does not decide the life entirely, that's just one of the chakras. It's called the Second Chakra. You have a situation, bad and good; that's the First Chakra. You have fear and anxiety and the power to be; that's the Third Chakra. You have compassion and you want to give, or you are afraid to give, that's the Fourth Chakra. You want to speak, or you cannot speak, that's the Fifth Chakra. You want to be conscious, but you are not conscious, that is the Sixth Chakra. You want to know and you don't know, that is the Seventh Chakra. Finally, you want to be or not to be, that's the Eighth Chakra.
So every chakra has a polarity and each chakra makes you what you are; but the fact is, you are-a human being and you have to carry yourself gracefully. It is not enough to be a man. You are not only to be a man but also to deliver yourself in the style of a man. It is the delivery of you, in a manly style, which is more important than your being a man, or you being phobic, you being neurotic, you being muscular, you being skinny, you being nervous, you being macho, or you being any and all of those qualities. Sand is red, green, yellow, pink or white; but sand is still sand. What you want to do with it, how you want to deliver it, which truck will carry it and which building will be built out of it, that's a different story. It is not enough to be a man that God made. Right?
Let us accept our elementary identity. That we are men is established, though you have, some doubt about it, right? You even doubt that you are a man—that we will handle later. Let us read this. [Editor's Note: Yogi Bhajan has one
of his secretaries/-a woman, come and read■a summary from the men's questionnaires, completed earlier in the course.]
Student; Men seem to define themselves . this is based on the papers? (Students laugh)
Yogi Bhajan: Go ahead.
Student; Men seem to define themselves by how big or small their sex organ is; whether a woman wants him sexually or whether they wantawoman; how successful they are in work; and whether they are accepted in the social group. Using this criterion, most men are left feeling very insecure and doubting themselves. No one identifies their Self through the experience of their soul. They live in such pain, holding on to the Western definitions of the masculine or manliness.
The following are a few examples of men's thinking regarding their identity: little boys touching each other's genitals resulting in guilt or questioning whether they are homosexual; the social pecking order around me dictated subservience, abuse and humiliation; almost impossible for me to do anything but conform to peer pressure; I want to be great and don't feel like I am; I look at Playboy magazine and masturbate; I had sex three times a day; throughout most of my life people have fold me I am no good*
Other issues were mother phobias. For example, I developed temper tantrums, became afraid of leaving my mother at home, but wasn't comfortable with her either; difficult time controlling ejaculation; rape-type sexual fantasies; scared to make it with a girl, mother's way to keep me by her side. Or, father phobias, for example, father was very emotional, dishonest and unreliable, used to yell and scream, wake me up in the middle of the night; I became afraid of men and afraid of fighting; father never beat me, but threatened with it a lot; my father was teaching me to tie my shoes and my father became very angry because I didn't get it
Fear of success: My strong perseverance and determination was directed at my self-destruction; I lacked power to stay with a project or process, I am afraid to be the whole and powerful being I could be; I seem to do things that make me look bad; could not stick to something and do my best with it; I hate wealthy people but want to be wealthy, if I become wealthy will I hate myself?
(Students laugh)
Fear of failure: Great potential, average performance; afraid to demonstrate skills in group situations.
Yogi Bhajan: The ideal situation would have been for you |
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to be honest; but the next best thing I could do was ignore |
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what you were telling me in order to find out what you |
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are, Many of you replied very honestly, many of you replied |
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as best you could; reality was sorely lacking as I went |
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through those papers., but I saw honesty and dishonesty, |
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and 1saw cheating and I saw clarity. The basic idea is not |
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to feel that I agree with your feelings. I mean to say, it's |
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a combat situation where you are challenging me, saying, |
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this is my problem and I am telling you yes, these are your |
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problems, thank you, add some more. But still, we can be |
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Today we are going to discuss the key to success as a |
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man. Let us turn to Mother Nature. Male is considered |
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the Sun and female is considered the Earth. So what has |
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happened? As males, we have visited the Earth. Our faculty |
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and frequency of our psyche, totally, directly and indirectly, |
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our positive and negative thought forms are practically |
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running around a hub called female—that's what the |
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female is. Female means the hub of the male. If you really |
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look deep down into your successes and your failures, you |
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will find that they ultimately boil down to your love, your |
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anger, your feeling, your projection, and your betrayal of |
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the female, because you are a byproduct of a female. You |
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are born of a woman. Sun is born of Earth. In this life, you |
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have forgotten that you are the Sun; you have forgotten |
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your principles. Sun's only capacity is to be ,a light—heat, |
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warmth and light. |
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Whenever you, as a male, try to succeed through any other |
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caliber, any other capacity than being the light of day, you |
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shall fail; because theayou will be acting against your basic |
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principle. Elementary principles you cannot cross. Whatever |
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the situation is, you have to be warm, you have to be lively, |
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and you have to be bright. There is no other choice. There |
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is no other choice left for you—you must be what you are. |
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You are afraid of woman; you have mother phobia. You |
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always wanted to be with your mother. But you have been |
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made to leave, you are no longer happy with her, you |
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can name 300 things that have been bothering you: Your |
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mother was neurotic, she was angry with you all the time, |
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you were scared. Now you are an adult and you have a |
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woman and you want to be able to deal with her; but not |
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the way your mother deals with you. Now, question is, your |
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wife, your woman, your girlfriend is not your mother. Don't |
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mix oil and water—it can't happen. |
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The fundamental position of failure is when you take your |
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your wife. Reality is that you must acknowledge you are a
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