- •Reapers, Inc. - Brigit's Cross Prologue
- •1: The Day the Sky Fell
- •2: Things Broken
- •3: Stalked
- •4: Someone to Watch Over
- •5: The Bleecker Street Café
- •6: The Reaper’s Field Guide
- •7: Training Day
- •8: Explanations
- •9: Organizing the Organization
- •10: The Queen That Never Was
- •11: Bobby Hooper
- •12: Moving On
- •13: A Wish to Forget
- •14: For the Love of Dillon
- •15: Seamus Flannery
- •16: Dealings
- •17: Assigned with Seamus
- •18: Reaping the Chupacabras
- •19: Decisions
- •20: Mama Dee
- •21: Belinda Yaris
- •22: Seamus on Fire
- •23: The Reaper’s Apprentice
- •24: Mr. Blackwick’s Discoveries
- •25: Edmund j. Polly
- •26: The Confabulating Irishman
- •27: Brigit’s Side
- •28: Fascination
- •29: Mama Dee, Part II
- •30: Maggie
- •31: The Ire of Mr. Flannery
- •32: The Heaviness of it All
- •33: The Break
- •34: Back in the Swing
- •35: Hearing Matilda Sing
- •36: The State of Reapers, Inc.
27: Brigit’s Side
The door to 666 ½ Bleecker Street had never appeared so bleak, Brigit mused as she stood on the sidewalk staring at it. Behind that door, she thought, is a mess I created. Seamus was undoubtedly still unconscious from the suffering of his wounds. By now, Brigit was sure, Belinda would have run out of names to record and was possibly meddling in things she should not. Beyond that, John Blackwick would have returned from his trip and discovered the mess that had accumulated with Brigit’s absence.
She had not been back to the office since leaving Belinda two days before. Brigit had originally thought, after leaving Edmund J. Polly at the Bleecker Street Café, that she would head straight back and resume the break neck pace of Reapings so that she could appear busy when John did make his return. However, after leaving the café, Brigit had turned north and made her way to the cemetery where her mortal body had been put for eternal rest.
It had been quiet there. As she had walked amongst the grave stones and monuments, she listened hard for any sound that would indicate she was not alone. Yet, she had heard nothing during her passage. She had found it somewhat strange that a cemetery should be so completely void of waiting spirits. During her life, she had always thought a cemetery would be filled to the brim with souls waiting to meet their judgments, and as a result, Brigit had maintained a quiet reverence for the acreages that had been separated from the rest of the landscape by iron bars and stone walls.
A small stone marker had been set at the head of her grave. It was simple, bearing her name and dates as most grave stones did. Below the dates, Brigit found the wish: May You Know Eternal Peace.
Brigit bit her lip as she read the words. Maggie had picked those words, she was sure. Despite Brigit’s calm demeanor during life, Maggie had been aware of the turmoil that could occasionally come to Brigit’s mind. Her partner of ten years minus one day had always been in tune enough to know when the ghosts and demons of Brigit’s memories would rise up to haunt her. Brigit had always thought she had let them go, blocked them from her conscious thought so that the ghosts and demons had no hand in defining her; but every once in awhile, she could feel their spectral fingertips on her skin. Apparently, Brigit mused as she stood by her grave and read the wish once more, Maggie could feel it too.
She had remained beside her grave longer than she had intended. Her thoughts on her own life before the accident and after the accident had wrapped around her, holding her there to view them like photographs. She had to remember them. She had to honor them – no matter how painful or sad they had been. Somehow, Brigit knew that in doing this, it would free her to continue on with her present existence. It would free her to further open her mind to all this side of living would show her.
Her last stop before making her way back to 666 ½ Bleecker Street had been to see Maggie. It was early enough in the morning that Maggie would still be asleep. Brigit had stood over her lover, watching her sleep peacefully. She wished for a second that she could lie down beside Maggie, wrap her in her arms and hold onto her until the end of Maggie’s days; but there was work to be done and Brigit knew she could no longer put it off. It was the bargain she had agreed to for Maggie’s sake. As she exited the bedroom, she heard Maggie’s sleepy voice call to her.
“I love you, Bree,” Maggie sighed. Brigit stopped in the door way and looked back at her sleeping lover.
“I love you too, Mags. Forever, I love you.”
The office was quiet when Brigit entered. From where she stood after closing the door, she could tell that John Blackwick was present in his office. From the sound of shuffling papers in Belinda’s office, Brigit assumed the girl was still hard at work on her original task. Guessing that it was best to get the explaining over with, Brigit squared her shoulders and began her approach toward The Grim Reaper’s office. She and Belinda had only a second to exchange a glance as she passed the young woman’s office. A surprised, yet relieved, look emanated from Belinda’s blue eyes. Brigit, however, had no time to interpret any message that may have been sent her way.
John was sitting at his desk engrossed in a stock of portfolios before him. Brigit stood just inside the door, watching her mentor. He was usually a blank slate when it came to expression. It was usually impossible for Brigit to determine her mentor’s thoughts or mood. Today was no exception.
“Have a seat, Brigit,” John instructed without looking up at her. Brigit obeyed by entering the room and filling the chair across from the head Grim Reaper. She was not surprised that he had known it was her. “You have some explaining to do,” he pointed out quietly.
“Yes, I do,” Brigit confirmed. “Where would you like me to start?”
John Blackwick looked across the massive mahogany desk that separated them. He was expecting to see some humor on the woman’s face. Instead, he found a seriousness to match his own. It was as if Brigit had developed some sense of understanding to the gravity of the situation and realized there was no humor to be found in it. As John looked deep into her dark eyes, he saw the seriousness planted deep within her and he wondered if perhaps she had lost her sense of humor all together. Quickly, John pushed past that thought and leaned back in his chair. She had asked him where she should begin.
“Start with the assignment,” he instructed, making himself comfortable. Although he was sure Brigit would not be prone to confabulating the story as Seamus Flannery had, John knew he needed to provide his full attention in order to see it all. The sin of omission was just as bad as the sin of confabulation in his book.
Brigit nodded solemnly and began the tale. She explained the meeting of Seamus Flannery on Pier 13 in San Francisco and her observance of the other Reaper’s taking of the gold locket from the spirit he had crossed over. John acknowledged the slight tinge of annoyance with the idea that a Reaper would be so bold as to take souvenirs and he made a mental note to have a discussion with Seamus regarding it. Brigit continued on with the story of the next assignment and the details of it, John observed, were not as glorious as the first version he had heard. He had already guessed that Seamus’ arrogant nature had taken over the scenario and that his hot-headed determination to over-achieve was what had landed the Irishman into the resulting state of non-commission. John was most interested in Brigit’s sense of responsibility of the scene and whether she would own up to that responsibility in the end.
Brigit explained the facts only. John could see from her expression that she was being honest. There was something, however, that she was omitting. John saw her pause in her tale, as if deciding whether to admit this one detail. When he saw her push it aside in her mind, he realized that she had deemed it a personal issue not worth his consideration and therefore, not important to the tale. She ended it all in explaining that she could think of nothing else to do but to return to the main office with the mangled Seamus Flannery and to leave him to suffer through his infection as he would.
“I made him as comfortable as I could,” Brigit offered quietly.
John pursed his lips as his assistant fell into a waiting silence. She was prepared, he thought, to receive whatever discipline he would hand her. He wasn’t ready to do that just yet, tough. There were other things to be considered.
“Where did you find Miss Yaris?” John asked.
“She was one of the assignments I had scooped up. I apologize for not consulting you before bringing her on, but, I saw potential in her. I was surprised that we missed her when we were going through the files the first time.”
“She was a good find, Brigit. I’m not upset with her presence. She’s been quite efficient in her work. Where have you been since bringing her here, though? And why didn’t you send for me when you returned?” The questions had been present since the moment Brigit had set foot in his office, but John knew he had to hear her side before scolding her for her lack of forethought.
“I was unsure of how to reach you. It’s a weak excuse, I know,” Brigit replied, “but I have learned a couple of things these last two days that will ensure it won’t happen again.” John met her level gaze.
“What makes you sure your employment will continue?”
The question sounded cruel as he uttered it. John wished almost immediately that he could take it back. Brigit, however, did not flinch with the iciness of the question. It was as if she had been expecting it all along.
“I have hope,” she replied.
John looked away form the dark woman as he pondered his next action. There were many things to consider before he could make a just decision. Finally, he returned his attention to her and found that hers had never left him. The somber air around Brigit was beginning to unsettle him.
“Go home, Brigit,” he finally said. “I’ll deliver my decision in three days.”
“I don’t understand,” Brigit admitted. John could hear the confusion in her voice. She had expected a severe and immediate sentence.
“You’re suspended until I can decide what to do. I think it’s the fairest thing to do at this point. Go home. I’ll come to you once I’ve made up my mind,” he said quietly.
Finally, Brigit stood and exited his office as quietly as she had entered it. He heard a short exchange between the two women before the main door to 666 ½ Bleecker Street was opened and Brigit was gone.
John remained relaxed in his chair for quiet some time after she had left. While she had mismanaged the assignment and failed to ask for help, Brigit had made some recovery of balance by increasing her work load and the discovery of Belinda Yaris. Brigit had admitted her mistakes. She had taken responsibility fearlessly. John knew he couldn’t discount those facts. Yet, there was one thing she had omitted and John found that to be an irksome thought. Whatever it was – personal or not – John wanted and needed to know what it was before he could allow her to carry on. He had told her three days. There was time to determine his sentence in a cool manner. He had time to find justification for what his heart demanded of him in regard to Brigit Malone.