- •I chose York Harding's The Role of the West and packed it in the box with Phuong's clothes.
- •I said, "She's got a date every night."
- •I said to Pyle, "Do you think there's anything in the rumour about Phat Diem?"
- •I said, "Come back to the Chalet. Phuong's waiting."
- •I look at the dance floor. "I should say that's as near he ever got to a women."
- •I translated for her. "Import, export. She can do shorthand.’
- •I said, "It's like an enormous fair, isn't it, but without one smiling face."
- •Importance compared with what is happening a hundred kilometres away at Hoa Binh. That is a battle."
- •I was still not fully awake.
- •I laughed. I couldn't help it. He was so unexpected and so serious. I said, "Couldn't you have waited till I got back? I shall be in Saigon next week".
- •I told her, "Pyle's coming at six."
- •I said idly, "What did they want plastic for?"
- •I said, "I haven't seen you since Phat Diem."
- •I said, "We've been offered the safety of the tower till morning."
- •I thought that knowledge somehow would bring them into the circle of our conversation. They didn't answer: just lowered back at us behind the stumps of their cigarettes.
- •I hadn't meant to hurt him. I only realised I had done it when he said with muffled anger,
- •I knew well that it could be nothing else but bad. A telegram might have meant a sudden act of generosity: a
- •I said, "If you are hinting that you are a Communist, or a Vietminh, don’t worry. I'm not shocked. I have no politics."
- •I quoted Pascal back at him - it was the only passage I remembered.
- •It was as if he had been staring at me through a letter-box to see who was there and now, letting the flap fall, had shut out the unwelcome intruder. His eyes were out of sight.
- •I thought of Phuong just because of her complete absence. So it always is: when you escape to a desert the silence shouts in your ear.
- •I wondered idly what appointment they had.
- •I don't think he knew what he was saying. He was seeing a real war for the first time: he had punted down into Phat Diem in a kind of schoolboy dream, and anyway in his eyes soldiers didn't count.
- •I held the whisky out to him, so that he could see how calm my nerves were.
- •Vigot said, "I know you were not present at his murder."
- •I said, "I'd rather not remember that night."
- •I said to Phuong, "Do you miss him much?"
I look at the dance floor. "I should say that's as near he ever got to a women."
"He dances very badly," she said.
"Yes."
"But he looks a nice reliable man."
"Yes."
"Can I sit with you for a little? My friends are very dull."
The music stopped and Pyle bowed stiffly to Phuong, then led her back and drew out her chair. I could tell that
formality pleased her. I thought how much she missed in her relation to me.
"This is Phuong's sister," I said to Pyle. "Miss Hei."
"I'm very pleased to meet you," he said and blushed.
"You come from New York?" she asked.
''No. From Boston."
"That is in the United States too?"
"Oh yes. Yes."
"Is your father a business man?"
"Not really. He's a professor."
"A teacher?" she asked with a faint note of disappointment.
"Well, he's a kind of authority, you know. People consult him."
"About health? Is he a doctor?"
"Not that sort of doctor. He's a doctor of engineering though. He understands all about underwater erosion. You know what that is?"
"No."
Pyle said with a dim attempt at humour,
"Well, I'll leave it to Dad to tell you about that."
"He is here?"
"0h, no."
"But he is coming?"
"No. That was just a joke," Pyle said apologetically.
"Have you got another sister?" I asked Miss Hei.
"No. Why?"
"It sounds as though you were examining Mr. Pyle's marriage ability."
"I have only one sister," Miss Hei said, and she clamped her hand heavily down on Phuong's knee like a chairman with his gavel marking a point of order.
"She's a very pretty sister," Pyle said.
"She is the most beautiful girl in Saigon," Miss Hei said as though she were correcting him.
"I can believe it."
I said, "It's time we ordered dinner. Even the most beautiful girl in Saigon must eat."
"I am not hungry," Phuong said.
"She is delicate," Miss Hei went firmly on. There was a note of menace in her voice. "She needs care. She deserves care. She is very, very loyal."
"My friend is a lucky man," Pyle said gravely.
"She loves children," Miss Hei said.
I laughed and then caught Pyle's eye: he was looking at me with shocked surprise, and suddenly it occurred to me that he was genuinely interested in what Miss Hei had to say. While I was ordering dinner (though Phuong had told me she was not hungry, I knew she could manage a good steak tartare with two raw eggs and etceteras), I listened to him seriously discussing the question of children.
"I've always thought I'd like a lot of children," he said. "A big family's a wonderful interest. It makes for the stability of marriage. And it's good for the children too. I was an only child. It's a great disadvantage being an only child."
I had never heard him talk so much before.
"How old is your father?" Miss Hei asked with gluttony.
"Sixty-nine."
"Old people love grandchildren. It is very sad that my sister has no parents to rejoice in her children. When the day comes," she added with a baleful look at me.
"Nor you either," Pyle said, rather unnecessarily I thought.
"Our father was of a very good family. He was a mandarin in Hue."
I said, "I've ordered dinner for all of you."
"Not for me," Miss Hei said. "I must be going to my friends. I would like to meet Mr. Pyle again. Perhaps you could manage that."
"When I get back from the north," I said.
"Are you going to the north?"
"I think it's time I had a look at the war."
"But the Press are all back," Pyle said.
"That's the best time for me. I don't have to meet Granger."
"Then you must come and have dinner with me and my sister when Monsieur Fowlair is gone." She added with courtesy, "To cheer her up."
After she had gone Pyle said, "What a charming, cultivated woman. And she spoke English so well."
"Tell him my sister was in business once in Singapore," Phuong said proudly.
"Really? What kind of business?"